My First Sexual Memory

This might seem silly to write about but it is important to write about. This is my first sexual memory and it happened when I was eight years old.

My family grew up a dead end town, on a slow road so to speak. Nobody bothered anyone, I liked that. My parents had an old TV and VCR in the living room but they never had cable. We didn't have much movies either and a lot of the times I was in bed while my parents would be watching TV.

I remember it was summer time and my father was at work. My mother was getting supper ready and my younger sister was playing in the kitchen with her. I was alone in the living room and turned the TV on, there was nothing but that static color. I was not sure how to use the VCR but somehow my small hands picked up a VHS tape and pushed it in, I hit a big button the VCR and a picture came on the screen.

Well let's just say I shouldn't of found that tape or have put it in. I saw a woman walking around topless talking on the phone. I sat there watching it not understanding a thing going on. The next scene was a man and woman in bed, the woman was on top of the man bouncing up and down with her back to the camera. They were making funny noises. I laughed and kept watching.

My mother walked in to a scene showing the woman now sucking the guys dick, at the time I had no clue what was going on but was fascinated by it. She screamed and told me to look away. She turned the TV and took the tape to the kitchen.

That night when I was in bed my parents argued for hours about the VHS tape. They were saying stuff I didn't understand but it was hurting me to listen to.

Although the memory wasn't me doing anything sexual, I just remember putting in the tape and wondering why it upset my mother so much.